...xXEmily eXtasyXx...

Hey!

I'm gonna make a bit of a speech here, but plz read anyway - it's something I feel really strongly about,  so.......

 

I was just reading a blog on 'Krystindeparture's' profile (hope she doesn't mind the mention, it was a real good blog) and it reminded me of how sad fakes really are. If you want to be someone else so badly, then maybe you should start to help the real you first - if that makes any sense. I'm pretty damn sure that people like Audrey Kitching or Kiki Kannibal get sick of it all, when they're trying to be individual, and they have some stupid lil kid pretending to be them - it's completely the opposite of the look they want to go for. It's not individual, when everyone else is doing it too. And then there's the mental aspect. How normal can you actually be, when you spend your life trying to be someone you're just not?

 

Leaving love

 

Emily eXtasy

~xXx~

 

Unfortunately I've gotta keep this breif - cos I'm supposed to be doing some shit for my ICT class, but...

I just wanna wish Travis Barker the best of luck recovering from the crash and hope he's outta hospital soon!!!

LOVE YOU TRAVIS - your a total hero!

 

Well, thankx for reading guys

Emily eXtasy

~xXx~

Heya guys 'n' dolls!

 

Right, because some of you lovely people have messaged me for my E-mail address, and my E-mail address is now pritty full of your messages, I've made a special E-mail address just for my Buzznet friends! Yay, it only took half an hour of arguing with the computer and typing in those stupid fucken code things, but I did it. So....

E-mail Emily eXtasy at...

 

EmilyeXtasy@live.com

 

Simple!have fun - I can't wait to hear from you

Luvz

 

Emily eXtasy

~xXx~

Konichiwa!

Just letting ya'll know that... it's my birthday!
Wo0T! so hyper right now, lol. Thankx to everyone who sent me messages and presents, love to you all *^.^*



Have a spiffy day!


Emily eXtasy
~xXx~

WHOOOOO!WAFFLES MY LOVELIES!!

Who else loves waffles?!?!?! I DO!

They're my nu thing, I'm totally waffle crazy right now!

Share the love 'n buzz the waffle blog - you know you love it!

 

Emily eXtasy

~xXx~

Heya guys!

Just to let ya'll know, I've finally got my ass round to getting a myspace! whoooo!

So if u'r crazy enough to add me, it's...

www.myspace.com/Emily_eXtasy

(If the address is wrong, just lemme know n I'll check it) So yeah - that's it really. I will add anybooooody who I think deserves it, so no twats pleesh.

Thankx people

Luvz

 

Emily eXtasy

~xXx~

What would your reaction be if...

1. I was standing right  next to you:
2. I kissed you:
3. I was the girl next door :
4. I started smoking (even more):
5. I was hospitalized:
6. I was drunk(again):
7. I hugged you:
8. I asked you to leave:
9. I asked you out:

What do you think about my...?
10. personality:
11. eyes:
12. hair:
13. body:

Would you?
14. be my friend?
15. keep a secret if i told you one?
16. kiss me?
17. go on a date with me?
18. keep in touch?
19. date me?

Have you ever?
20. lied to make me feel better?
21. wanted to kiss me?
22. wanted to bite me?
23. kept something important from me?
24. wanted to cuddle with me?

And any more...
25. who are you?
26. are we friends?
27. when and how did we meet?
28. describe me in one word:
29. what was your first impression?
30. what reminds you of me?
31. if you could give me anything what would it be?
32. how well do you know me?
33. when's the last time you saw me?
34. ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
35. are you gonna post this so you can see what I say about you?

WHOOOOOOOO! Went to see Elliot Minor lsat night, and they kicked ass! So me 'n my mate Becky (aka, Foxi Bexi) were in Nottingham at the 'pulse live' thing, and they were on, with The Delays (also pretty good). We kinda got lost in a mosh pit, and I currently have like, 15 bruises, but it was worth it! I got a few decent pics, so they'll be up soon! And like it couldn't get any better, there were millions of prittiful emo boys for staring at (when not getting wacked around the head), so yeah, The Delays didn't stand much chance keeping my attention. Saw a couple of people from mi schl, didn't really say hi - apart from hanging round with Josh (HI JOSH! Thankx for the glowsticks!). Oh yeah! And then some yr 11 kids from our shcool came over and hung round with us for a bit, SO COOL! Me n Bex were chatting to this really cool girl, Christie and her two guy mates. Then I had this random moment where one of her emo friends is like - can I have a hug? @ which moment I'm just thinking 'this is toog ood to be true', lol, he was kinda cute - so as you can imagine, there was a hug. What else...? Bex's glowstick broke in my car on the way home, but thatnk god it didn't get on the seats - I would have been murdered. So her hands were like glowing pink, lol. Josh kept yelling 'you queer faggot!" at the singer in The Delays, but that's just Josh *^.^* Oh, and never go in a mosh pit with chavs, they grope (I felt so sorry for Bex, this one guy was like undoing her top, lol). Then there was the funki conga line (we didn't join, to busy giving evils to this girl Bex and I have a strange disliking for). So, hopefully there'll be more blogs like this coming soon! ELLIOT MINOR RAWK! Emily eXtasy ~xXx~

I just heard 2 really good songs in the last 10 minutes - and being as nice as I am (lol) I thought I'd tell you about them! *^.^*

Go check out...

 

Kerli - Walking on air

Flyleaf - All around me

 

They kick ASS! Just sharing my luv of RAWK!!!Hope ur all ok

 

Emily eXtasy (has Flyleaf on repeat)

~xXx~

For all the fuckers that think they have it tough
For all the twats who think I'm a fake
For all the total cunts that think they own me...
Here's a lil reminder of who's really kicking ass round here
...

Do you remember that kid in high-school, who everyone hated???

Everyone took the piss out of?

Everyone despised?

That kid everyone tried to forget existed?

That kid who hid in the toilets crying, instead of talking with her 'friends'?

That kid, who could have killed themself, and no one would have given a shit?

Do you remember the girl who came into school with scars on her wrists, and not one person thought to talk to her?

Do you remember the girl who tried to fit in, failed, then became her own self?

Chances are you don't remember them

Chances are you're too fucking stuck up to have ever known their name

Chances are you didn't even think they existed - just thought your nightmares were becoming more vivid
You were wrong

Do you want to know where that kid is RIGHT now?
-If she's not already been found dead, slit wrists on the bathroom floor...

They're sick

They're sick and tired of forever being insulted

They're fed up with all the stereotypes people give them

They don't want anymore of the pointless death threats every morning, the moment they leave the house

She doesn't think she can stand to even look at another Serotonin pill - and think, this is the only way to feel happy

She doesn't think she'd need the fags and the drink to feel alive, if people acknowledged her

She doesn't think she needs all this - life

And do you want to know why I know all this?

Because I am that girl
You got that?
I've had to put up with all that, all through school, and it still isn't much easier
But right now, at least I know I can go in there and face it with other people

So I guess this was just a real huge shout out and major thanks to all my friends, those people crazy enough to like me. Well, there it is - my trainwreck life, enjoy watching the end...


Emily eXtasy
~xThexAsylumxAwaitsx~

Bonjour/Guten Morgen/ciao or whatever you people are saying ?!

Right then, I need your help with a lil something. As some of you may know my toxic twin, Sharlet Shockwave, is up to 1000, yes 1000 buzzes! And guess who joined buzznet first - me for cryin out loud , lol! So I have a god damn gd reason to be pissed off. Anyways, if you lot can buzz a few more of my pix when u have the time, I wiill be eternally grateful to ya'll! C'mon people I know I can get 1000 buzzes!

Thankx kids! *^.^*

 

Emily ' 1000'  eXtasy

Hiya guys!

Just a quick update about what's crackin off right now! So, I've done another shoot with my lil sidekick - Sharlet Shockwave, so those pictures will be up soon. Only one tiny problem, all the really good pix of me are on her camera, but I'll steal them off her profile and post them soon as! I will be uploading some nu photos real soon, I just need to find the USB for the camera, it's around here somewhere, I'm sure of it! lol, just wondering what you were all up to???

 Drop me a note sometime, I'll reply to all messages/comments/questions as soon as I can, love hearing from you guys!

Til later!!

 

Emily eXtasy

~xXx~

Jus to get things straight - I'm not ignoring Buzznet, got dat!?

But anyway, I was just thinkin, that it'd be so cool to add all you guys on other sites aswell...so, if you want to add me on the followin', go ahead!...

Bebo: EmilyJ805(EmilyEXtasy)

Vampirefreaks: GothicLolitaVampire

Quizilla: EmilyeXtasy

IMVU: EmilyeXtasy

and mi E-mail, Rockdaredevil@Hotmail.CO.UK

Now run along an' add me!!!

Luv ya'll

EmilyeXtasy

~xXx~

OMFG!

So, I just read on the Buzznet front page that Bill Kaulitz - singer in Tokio Hotel/Saint! has to go in for emergency surgery!
I am SOOOO miserable! Apparently it's some kinda vocal chord issue, so that means no singing! Eep shit, I can't believe it! So the USA are gonna miss out on the rest of the tour! Anyway, drop a note below for Bill!

Emily" Bill Kaulitz's riot gurl" eXtasy

Heya guys!

I know it's kinda late 'n all that, but I just wanna say that I hope you all had a great Easter, and that ya'll got tons of easter eggs! I sure didn't :( Oh well. So what have you been up to over your hols, I wanna know, so drop me a comment some time, 'kay!? *^^*

 

Emily ~Vanity~ eXtasy

~xXx~

Ok, you guys aren't gonna believe this So I was just loading up the internet, and the BBC news page came up - fair enough. So I'm about to load up Buzznet when I see this really weird headline "Goth clothes prompted killing" - of course here's me thinking the media want to have a go at us goths , so I clicked it. Story short, it turns out this goth girl was beaten to death and her boyfriend permenantely injured by a group of fuckers - just because they were goths. That's right, just cos they dressed differently and liked different music. Fuck it. Sophie Lancaster - the poor gal who died, apparently got kicked to death by a load of chavs, while her boyfriend, lay unconcious on the floor - it's sick! Read it for yourselves if you want, personally I feel like killing the morons that did this, but hey. What do you guys think? Emily ~Vanity~ eXtasy ~XxX~ Read for yourself below http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/england/lancashire/7291985.stm

So, got Miss. Sharlet Shockwave round presently. Say "hi" Sharlet...

"HI!"

Yeah, so anyways, just got back from Tesco (no we didn't get atacked this time ((go read Sharlet's blog for info)) er, what else. Yeah, so I've been talkin to some really cool people lately. You know who you are on here ^^

More pix up soon hopefully along with some vids hopefully, can't wait. And that's bout it!

See ya'll soon guys. Luv yaz!

Emily ~Vanity~ eXtasy

~xXx~

Heya!

So, it's Emily 'Vanity' eXtasy here, saying hi for the first time, wow! I just wanna say thankx to all the amazing people that added me, it makes my dark little world a lil better ^^ You guys rock. What else? Hmmm, oh yeah. If you get the time I really appreciate pic comments, so leaving them is always funki. I try and reply to everyone that leaves messages, so go leave some when you've finished reading this! I don't want hate mail, but if you really must, then "hate" your heart out - I don't care, I'm above all you jealous people. Fakes and general twats are not tolerated. But other than that, I add pretty much anyone. Hope you guys check out my pix and stuff, and I'll see ya'll around.

Emily 'Vanity' eXtasy

~xXx~